bat_dragon

I figured I'd make this post real quick. My mom hasn't paid her AOL bill, so we might be getting disconnected real soon [I suspect another day or 2, mebbe]. She gets paid tomorrow, but I dunno if I can convince her to pay the bill until her next paycheck [ x.x In 2 weeks!]. But yeah, in case I mysteriously am absent for more than 3 days, you know what happened. ;-; Wish me luck! I'll try to be get on later. ::crosses her fingers::

Yeah, I said I'd show Beth the drawings I did on meh puter [-.-;; With Paint, of all things]. Nothing pervy here, though now that I've gotten abit better at doing this, mebbe I'll do something slightly pervy soon. Hehe. Oh, Brandi! These are plushie avatar drawings from Gaia [I'm also posting some of them on my Gaia journal]! One ish of my avvie and the other 2 are friends' avvies. ^___^

Anyway, so here they are:

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Meh, just felt like randomly updating. ^.^ I figured out the magic of LJ cuts! o.O I found this interesting little thing over at Gaia, so I figured I'd use LJ cuts to show it.

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See, I have dynamic l337-like skills! XD

Meh, I'll leave it here for now. x.x I'm feeling way sleepy, so I can't think of much else at the moment.

o.o I just put on the radio, to keep me awake enough to do the dishes. ::squeals:: They're playing my favorite song!!!! ::points to 'music' to show which one:: ^__________________________^

I just realized a little while ago as I was doing the dishes that if my grandmother was still alive, today would have been her birthday. ::sighs:: Yep, I believe she would have turned 77...? Can't remember exactly, I'll have to ask my mom. O.o I guess even she hadn't given it much thought since she didn't mention it. ::sighs again:: I really miss my grandmother. I think I'll always kinda hold her death against my grandfather, despite the fact that he's dead as well. My grandmother died July of last year, my grandfather died May of this year. Everyone's almost certain he died of a broken heart. Seriously. The day he died, he was perfectly healthy and it was just kinda like his heart stopped. He had been sick in the hospital and all at the time, but the doctor couldn't figure out why his heart just -- stopped.

Still, I blame him for my grandmother's death. At his funeral, I didn't cry, I just looked at him and shook my head disapprovingly. It really was his fault. Once he had stopped working several years ago, that's when my grandmother became sick. My grandfather didn't like hospitals and doctors, so he rarely let her go them. He really fucked up chances of survival. As well, before his retirement, my grandmother was a very social person. She was always out, helping out at her church, throwing little get togethers for friends from church, or visiing friends. When my grandfather stopped working, she basically stopped being as social. She just slowly wasted away. I think I'll always remember the last Thanksgiving before her death. I went to go bring my grandparents some food my mom had made, I hadn't seen them in a couple of months at the time. I was so startled at how my grandmother looked at the time. She was falling apart really badly. ::shudders:: I kept myself from crying while I was there, but once I had gotten home I just broke down in tears. The last time I saw her alive, some 3 months before her death, I did cry while I was there. But I didn't let her see me do it, because I was hugging while she was sitting so my face faced the top of head.

v.v Yeah, no one's interested in my rambling, but I like to get it off my chest from time to time. It helps hurt less. o.o It took me almost 2 hours to get all this out. v.v It was really hard.

All right, I meant to make this entry last Saturday, but I easily got sidetracked. ^^; I tend to get distracted often. ^.^;; Especially by that darn Gaia site. As well, I meant to update meh Myspace but read the above. Actually, that's where I should go make the entry that I want to make. However, since I know my beloved reads this more often, I'm going to post some of it here.

See, after spending the day before Thanksgiving with Beth [which was the best day ever, thus far], I felt really lonely Thanksgiving day. x.x What's worst, I put on the radio and everything they played were love songs. I'll be the first to admit, I'm a sap when it comes to romance. So I spent a good hour on the verge of tears before I heard it. When I was younger, I heard a song that I fell in love with, but I hadn't heard it in years. Then I heard it on Thanksgiving and it actually made me cry! ^^;; Kinda embarrassing to admit, but it's the truth.

I know you're wondering why did it make me cry. Well, firstly, I've always thought it to be a beautiful song. Secondly, and most importantly, my mind immediately thought of Beth. The song basically summed up how I felt about her, and I think that's what made me cry. Hearing it really just made me realize how I felt. So I've decided to post the lyrics here and I'll do it again on my Myspace. ^^;; I'm too much of a sap.

"The Sweetest Taboo" by Sade

If I tell you
If I tell you now
Will you keep on
Will you keep on loving me
If I tell you
If I tell you how I feel
Will you keep bringing out the best in me

You give me, you give me the sweetest taboo
You give me, you're giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

There's a quiet storm
and it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm
that is you
There's a quiet storm
and it never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo
(Sometimes I think you're just too good for me)

You give me the sweetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you (with you)
You give me the sweetest taboo
too good for me
(Sometimes I think you're just too good for me)

I'd do anything for you, I'd stand out in the rain
Anything you want me to do, don't let it slip away
There's a quiet storm
and it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm
I think it's you
There's a quiet storm
and i never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo

You give me the (you give me, you give me the) sweetest taboo
That's why i'm in love with you (with you)
You give me, keep giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

You've got the biggest heart
Sometimes i think you're just too good for me
Every day is christmas, and every night is new year's eve
Will you keep on loving me
Will you keep on, will you keep on
Bringing out the best in me

Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!


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You're a confident artist. While others are
worrying you are able to sleep like a baby~ You
can be an artist who has yet to develop or you
may be a very developed artist to be able to
get this far. I must congrat you for being able
to stand firm as yourself. However there is
more than this stage in life, keep moving on~


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-*-*StArT*-*-

-What time is it?: 9:37pm
-What is the date?: 12/1/04
-Why are you filling this out?: I found it amusing.

-*-*YoU yOu YoU*-*-

-Full name: Valerie Maria Cirilo
-Do you like it?: Meh, s'ok.
-Nicknames: Val, Bat, Batch, and anything my girlfriend calls me.
-If you could change your first name, what would it be?: :P I wouldn't change it, I like it.
-(same as above) middle name?: Again, wouldn't change it.
-Age: 18
-DOB: 7/1/86
-Height: 5'7"ish
-Hair colour: Dark brown
-Eye colour: Dark brown
-Where do you live?: New York
-Do you like it there?: Feh, s'ok. Could be better.
-Why/Why not: If I didn't have to deal with my family, it would be a great place to live.
-Where were you born?: Beth Isreal Medical Center, in Manhattan.
-Astrological sign: Cancer, yay for crabs! XD
-Shoe Size: Er, depends on shoes. Women: 9.5 | Men: 9
-Grade: -.- Let's not even touch this one.
-School: Previously Washington Irving High School ::holds up a pack of matches::
-GPA: o.o I don't know.

-*-*FaMiLy*-*-

-Parents names: Maria Teresa [Terie] and Jose Luis [Louie]
-Do you have any siblings?: Sadly...?
-If so, what are their names and ages? Erica, 12 [almost 13]; Danielle, 11; Chris, 9; Maria [Boopie], 21 months old | Nicky, 10ish; Gaby, 5ish; and any other children my dad secretly may have [I may have a sister named, Stephanie o.O;;;;;;;;]
-Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: To each other? No. | Mom = In a relationship; Dad = Married
-Pets: Cat
-Names: Baby... We think. -.- The cat doesn't have a set name. I just tend to call him Stupid or Kitty. ^_^ Or Stupid Kitty!
-Do you like your family?: Meh, not really. Sometimes I do, mostly I don't.

-*-*FaVoRiTeS*-*-

-Number: 25
-Color: Grey, black, and red
-Car: o.o I like convertibles. ;-; I never rode in one though.
-Season: Spring
-Holiday: Halloween, sometimes Christmas
-Month: June
-Day of the week: Friday
-Grade so far: 9th, Twas a fun year.
-Sport: Hockey and Basketball [I love watching extreme sports, as well]
-Teacher so far: My 9th grade biology teacher, Mr. Smart [o.o; Yes, that was his real name]
-Drink: Mountain Dew or Sprite
-Candy: Not much of a candy person, but chocolate covered raisins are yummy.
-Food: Sandwiches! I'm a sucker for a tasty sandwich! ^_^
-Fruit: Banana
-Veggie: Cucumber
-Dessert: :3 Brownie!
-TV show: Don't watch much tv anymore. Though I get a kick out of Shortys Watching Shorties on Comedy Central [v.v; That is, when I actually get to see it]. O.o Lately, I've been watching Beastmaster on SciFi.
-Radio station: 92.3 Krock [a rock station] and 103.5 KTU [a dance station]
-Movie: The Rocky Horror Picture Show
-Actor: Johnny Depp
-Actress: ::pulls out a list and reads the first name on it:: Angelina Jolie :3
-Song: "Sweetest Taboo" by Sade
-Word: Fluck [^^; a word of meh own creation]
-Phrase: "I create my own destiny."
-Animal: Erm... real animal? Bats and wolves.
-Flower: Roses
-Clothing store: None really. I like the stuff in Fashion Bug sometimes.
-Article of clothing: Socks!
-Underwear: o.O;; Dunno.
-State (that you've been to): Massachusetts
-Ice cream flavor: Rocky Road
-Breakfast food: Um... sausages...?
-Way to have fun: ::hangs off of random sturdy object::

-*-*ThIs Or ThAt*-*-

-Me/You: You
-AOL/AIM: AIM
-CD/Cassette: CD
-DVD/VCR: DVD
-Radio/CD: Radio
-Slow dance/Freak dance: o.o; Erm... neither?
-Jeans/Khakis: Jeans
-Jacket/Coat: Jacket
-Leather/Pleather: Leather
-Sparkles/Bronze: Sparkles
-Sexy/Hot: Hot
-Car/Truck: Car
-Civic/Acura: Umm...
-Corvette/Camaro: Ehh...
-Strong/Weak: Strong
-Upset/Pissed: Pissed
-Tall/Short: Meh...
-Lunch/Dinner: Lunch
-Abercrombie/Hollister: ::blinks:: Wha?
-Gap/Old Navy: Erm, Old Navy? o.o?
-Nsync/BSB: ::watches Disturbed do various kick ass unmentionables to them all:: ^_^
-Britney/Christina: Both, but only if naked... and together. :P
-Love/Lust: Love
-Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: Gone in 60 Seconds
-Inside/Outside: Outside...?
-Lipstick/Lipgloss: Lip gloss
-Silver/Gold: Silver
-Piercings/Tattoos: Piercings
-Football/Basketball: Basketball
-Thunder/Lightning: Lightning
-This/That: A bit of this, a smiggen of that...

-*-*FrIeNdS*-*-

-Who is your best girl friend?: Eh, just friends right? Faith
-Guy friend: Francis ;-; I miss him.
-Do you get along with people easily?: Depends on the people, but usually, yeah.
-Why/Why not: I'm just an easy going kinda person; little bothers me and I can sometimes hold interesting conversations. -.-; Well, sometimes.
-Who have you known the longest?: That I still talk to regularly? Faith
-Who do you dislike the most?: No one. I dislike everyone equally, except Beth. ^_^ I like her lots.
-Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: Well, we befriended before I asked her out. ^^; Does that count?
-Craziest: o.o Um... >< I can't remember his name! ^^; So I'll go with Seven, he's the 2nd craziest though cool as hell.
-Loudest: Jasmine, meh thinks.
-Funniest: ^^; Too hard to pick one. But if I must... Issac
-Quietest: Ismaldi ::nodnod::
-Sweetest: Ashley! ^.^ She's so small, quiet, and just down-right adorable!
-Most caring: Issac... Or me. I think me. ::nods::
-Most understanding: Francis
-Kinkiest: x.x Jasmine, hands down.
-Sleeziest: x.x Once again, Jasmine.
-Best dressed: Jade... And Casper... Mmmm... o.o I mean... >.> <.<;;;;
-Biggest flirt: -.-; Once again, Jasmine.
-Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Heh, from my friends? Ismaldi.
-Cutest couple: o.x Eh... Shayka and Ashley... If Ashley didn't have a bf and would come around to poor Shayka's lesbian desires! XD
-Most loyal: Faith, she's proved that by sticking with me for so long.
-Most athletic: x.o Eh... Can't really say. I know Tenisha and Jeffrey are forces to be reckon with because of all the wrestling they do, but Mary and her cousin can kick some serious ass with their martial arts.
-If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: Even though she's my gf, I'm going with Beth and... hm... Francis. He's a cool guy.
-If you could date >ONE< guy friend, who would you date and why?: Francis [^^;; Oy, I didn't even hesistate to answer that]
-If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: I'd still date Beth. v.v Of course, if I was the opposite sex she may not want me...
-Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: ::thinks:: Either Alvin or Francis... o.O;;;
-Most likely to be a stripper: -.-; Jasmine
-Doctor: Meh... Carrie?
-Teacher: That would be me.
-Stay at home mom: XD Probably Faith.
-One you'd travel across the world for: Erm... Beth. XP
-If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: Beth [::licks::], Francis, Faith, Mike [mebbe], and... o.o; I dunno. I'd let one of the others decide.
-Biggest wanna-be playa (boy): x.o; Eh... none.
-Biggest wanna-be playa (girl): -.- Again, none.
-Biggest thug: ... I'm not going to even bother with this one...
-Smartest: Izzy and Seven
-Who would do anything for a thousand dollars? Most of us, actually. Though I'll go with Francis for doing absolutely anything.
-Who has the nicest parents?: Feh, I dunno. I never really met any of my friends parents. Except for Mary's mom and Jasmine's grandmother, but that's it.
-Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: Issac, Francis, and Faith.
-Who is the most like you?: XP Didn't you know? I'm one of a kind, baby! XD

-*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*-

-Do you have a bf/gf?: Yep yep. ^_^
-If so, who? ^___^ Beth. ::hugs::
-If not, do you have a crush: -
-If so, who?: -
-How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: o.O I've liked Beth since I was 15. ^^;
-What about them do you like so much?: Everything :3
-What is their strongest quality?: Hm... I guess being able to put up with me. ^^;
-Weakest quality?: o.o Never thought about it..
-How long have you known them?: ^^;; Heh, since May of 2002.
-What physical feature attracted you to them first?: Well, I was attracted to her personality first, then I saw a piccie of her and it was her eyes that really reeled me in.
-If you could kiss one famous >MUSICIAN< who would it be and why?: o.O Abit unexpected... Amy Lee ^.^
-If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: Johnny Depp just for the hell of it. :3
-actress?: ::pulls out list again and lists top 3:: Angelina Jolie, Rebecca Romjin-Stamos, and Michelle Rodriguez. :D
-If your single, why do you think you are?: -
-What was your longest relationship?: ^^; Eh, definitely the one I've been having with Beth.
-Shortest: 4 months.
-Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: ^^;; Beth
-Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: Yes, because we don't live in the same state! ;-;
-First kiss: Honestly? o.o; I believe Jasmine was my first kiss. ^^;; She kinda kissed me once, a month before I went out with my ex. ^^; But it was really quick.
-Most recent kiss: ::melts:: Beth... :3
-Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: Eheh... Francis. Though I did mention my interest for him a few times. ^^; But I have Beth now, so I'm good.


-*-*PaSt*-*-

-If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: Losing contact with Beth last year. v.v; That was one of the worst and most stupid things I've ever done.
-Do you have any regrets?: Yes. Her name is Tenisha, my ex. -.-;
-Last thing you said: "Oh, okay."
-Last song you heard: 'More Human Than Human' by White Zombie
-Last person you talked to: Verbally? My mom. Virtually? Beth.
-If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: o.o I wouldn't want to get back with either of my exes. -.- Blah.

-*-*PrEsEnT*-*-

-What are you doing right now?: Wouldn't you like to know? :P
-What cd is in your cd player?: Eh, none. The last cd though that I listened to was my Reggae cd.
-Are you cold?: No, tepid.
-How are you sitting?: Hunched over because I can't sit comfortably right now. ;-;
-Is there music on?: I wish.
-What time is it?: 12:15am
-Where are your parents?: My mom's asleep in her bed, and I don't really give a shit as to the whereabouts of my dad.

-*-*FuTuRe*-*-

-How old will you be when you graduate high school?: So far as I'm concerned, I finish with that place when I was 17.
-Are you going to get married?: Dunno.
-Are you going to have children?: Still debating.
-If yes, how many?: If I decide yes, 2, mebbe 3.
-What will you name them?: That all depends on what I have. :P
-Do you want to go to college?: Yes, absolutely.
-Which college: Whichever I can afford. ;-;
-What kind of car will you want to drive: -.- I wanna drive a convertible.
-What kind of job will you have: Teacher, most likely.
-Whats your expectations for when your 25?: To have my own place with Beth and have just completed college.

-*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*-

-Drank: Yesh
-Smoked: Never
-Skinny Dipped: Nope
-Prank called the police: Nope
-Been followed, ect by the police: o.o Um, does being chased by truancy count?
-Been high: Never
-Done drugs: Never
-If so, what?: -
-Stole: Guilty as charged.
-Met someone off the net: Yep.
-Been in a fist fight: No.
-Punched your sibling/parent: Siblings - Yes | Parent - Do I look fucking suicidal!?!?
-Wished you'd die: Not really.
-Tried to commit suicide: Never
-Broken a bone: O.o I think I fractured a bone once, but that's it.
-Driven illegally: -.- No.
-Thrown things at your parents: Playfully.
-Runaway: No, but trust me, the idea has occurred to me quite often.
-Filled out a survey this long: x.x Not even close.

-*-*OtHeRs*-*-

-Do you right in cursive or print?: I prefer to write in cursive because I write faster that way.
-Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: Righty; can write some with meh left hand though.
-Do you believe in God?: Not the Catholic/Christian/Buddist/Jewish/etc one.
-Whats your religion?: XD On hold. I believe alot in Wicca though, but I don't practice it.
-What do you think of rainbows?: Purty to look at. ::nod::
-Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: Piercings
-If so, where?: :P My ears, where else? >.> I still wanna do my tongue though.
-If not, do you want any, where?: o.O I wanna get a tattoo, mebbe.
-What do you think of Eminem? I like some of his music.
-Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: o.o No. He's chronogenically frozen! XP
-If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: I wanna live somewhere near water.
-Do you have braces or glasses?: No, but I'm supposed to be wearing glasses. -.-;
-Like milk and cookies?: ^.^; Sometimes.
-Ever worn black nail polish?: Yes. o.O Long time ago.
-Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: None, I don't paint my nails. ^^; If I did, I'd probably be wearing black nail polish.
-If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: o.O; If I could have...? o.o; Dude, I do have a 6th sense. -.-; It's kinda creepy.
-If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: Simply flying or being able to teleport, because it's cool. :3
-If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: Make a visit to Massachusetts and molest my gf. XD
-What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: 'Stupify' by Disturbed. o.o That song kicks major ass!
-Ever taken anything from a hotel?: Soap, I think.
-Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: Online, yes. ^^; Then she fell asleep on me. :P
-Do you think this is stupidly long?: Well, you said it...
-Did you like it?: S'ok.
-Why/Why not: It gave me something to do.

-*-*FiNiSh*-*-

-What time is it?: 12:40am
-What is the date?: 12/2/04
-Why did you just do this?: Because I could! XP

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Name/Username
Age
Gender
House	Slytherin
Wand	Mahogany, 10", Dragon Heartstring
Best Course	History of Magic
Worst Course	Transfiguration
Pet	Saw Whet Owl
Patronus	Kangaroo
Quidditch Job	Security Wizard
Wizard Candy	Cauldron Cakes
Profession After School	Minister of Magic
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Trait	.	low score	high score
Sociability	17%	socially reserved, detached	friendly, open
Aggressiveness	32%	mild mannered, uncompetitive	predatory, domineering
Assertiveness	27%	introverted, loner	controlling, aggressive
Activity Level	18%	relaxed, laid back	vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking	16%	sedate, restrained	adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm	51%	somber, pessimistic	cheerful, optimistic
Trust	40%	suspicious of others	trusting of others
Submissiveness	40%	rebellious, lawless	dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism	31%	selfish, cold, austere	helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation	96%	argumentitive, confrontational	conflict averse, meek
Modesty	16%	arrogant, self-satisfied	humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy	59%	callous, heartless	empathetic, warm
Confidence	29%	not confident in work	confident in work, egoistic
Neatness	82%	disorganized, messy	planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness	15%	dishonest, derelict	honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement	32%	lazy, unmotivated	driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline	29%	procrastinator	responsible, efficient
Cautiousness	72%	spontaneous, daring, reckless	careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety	13%	relaxed, fearless	fearful, worrier
Volatility	17%	calm, cool	touchy, tempermental
Depression	18%	content, balanced	emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness	76%	confident, assured	low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness	5%	high self control	low self control
Vulnerability	38%	resilient, unphased	confused, helpless
Imagination	71%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests	30%	artistic indifference	art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection	24%	not self reflective	self searching
Adventurousness	87%	conventional, safe	spontaneous, bold
Intellect	29%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Liberalism	91%	conservative, traditional	progressive, open

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Just swell... ^.^;;

You're a Lunar Dragon. You prefer to stay secluded
from the rest of the world. You have few
friends, but those you have grow close. Love,
to you, is in the night. You look to the moon
for guidance and the stars for luck. The Lunar
Dragon feels comfortable in the cloak of
darkness, but you must learn to slowly step out
into the light.


What kind of Dragon are You?
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How stange... Cancers are ruled by the moon. ^^; It all makes sense.

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What Type of Hentai Girl Are You?
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o.o;; Oy. No pervy old man! >.>; A slightly older pervy gal might...

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What Type of Hentai Guy Are You?
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XD I took this for the heck of it. x.x;; Erm, why did I get basically the same answer for both?

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White Dragon


What Mythical Dragon Are You?
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Eheh... ^^; Yeah. That's me.

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Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)
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o.O I'd be more offended if the guy wasn't so damn hot.

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What's Your Outlook on Life?
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:3 So true...

Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.



Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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o.O Pretty...

You are Spiral! Face it: you're evil. Sure, you
might not want to kill people outright, but
your evil urges know few boundaries. You like
your enemies to suffer. Sociopathic and
mysterious, you prefer to toy with others'
minds, causing them to destroy themselves,
rather than have yourself do the dirty work.
Your evil companion? Mystique -- her style and
manipulative ways will make you two quite
destructive. Pyro and Magneto will only slow
you down with their respective arrogance, and
desire for ubiquitous control.


Which X-Men Villain Best Suits Your Evil Nature?
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o.o;; Um... If I was an evil person, then they just described me down to a T.

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I'm Rogue, Which X-men: Evolution character are you?



o.o ::drools:: Rogue... yum.

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You are Jean Grey! Intellectual, disciplined, and
loving, you are the heart of your friends,
family, and workplace. Most everyone enjoys
your company, and trust in you some of their
deepest secrets. Your complimenting character
is the just Storm, and you will find tolerance
and patience for Jubilee, but avoid the
less-genuine Psylocke.


Which X-Woman Are You?
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I was hoping more for Jubilee... ^.^; Oh well. Kinda sounds like me nonetheless.

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You are Beast! You have a love for learning about
the world -- to better apply it in social
situations, of course! Considerate and
sympathetic, your friends can always come to
you for credible advice. Rictor suits you, as
you will be able to sooth his temper, but you
will find trouble with Havok, who just can't
come to believe your "genuine" ways.


Which X-Man Are You?
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o.O Cool.

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Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.

Yeah, non-Xmen. But I couldn't help it.

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Take the quiz: "What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)"

Wind Dragon
You rule along side the lightning dragon, you co-exist and make a destiny bond. while the lightning dragon manifests the storm you push the power force of the winds to help drive the power into the storm.

o.o Purty dragon...

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Take the quiz: "Which deviant fetish should you indulge in? (sexy pictures)"

Blood Fetish
Mmmm... hot crimson blood, delicious! Blood fetish is definitely your thing. Experience hightened pleasure by sharing your blood, as well as receiving some from your partner. Blood can be very sexual if used correctly. More than likely you love vampires!

o.o;;; No comment. ::shifty eyes::

My inner child is six years old!

^^;; No comment.

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You Belong In: G.R.O.P.E Snape



Which Harry Potter Rumors Club Do You Belong To?
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YES! So true! >.> <.< Um... I mean... ::whistles::

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Hey, you're not OOC at all! You are... Canon
Snape! You have the dubious honor of being the
ugly, sarcastic, greasy git so many of us know
and love. Regardless of whether you're in a
het, slash, or gen fic, you are the
detention-giving bastard who would never even
dream of cuddling a fluffy bunny rabbit or
wearing purple leather. Even if you do
something that seems OOC, your writer is good
enough to explain it so that it seems
believable. Unfortunately, it's fairly rare to
find you in fanfiction, but for those authors
who write you... Ten points to Slytherin!



What Wildly Out-of-Character Fanfic Snape Are You?
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YAY! XD

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Your spirit guide is the dragon. It has an
overpowering inside you. You may at sometimes
have a split personality, fighting good and
power, but not evil. You need to learn to
control a bit more, but in sticky situations,
turn to you spirit dragon, and it will most
definately help you out. The dragon focuses on
your mentality, sanity, logic, and cunning, but
is also can be destructive. Words of Wisdome:
Becareful what you wish for.



What is Your Animal Gaurdian?
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::nods trance-like::

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You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets.(please
rate)



What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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o.o I dun think I would want a werewolf as a pet... Hmm...

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RABBIT



What Form Does Your Patronus Take? A Harry Potter Quiz -- RESULTS W/IMAGES
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:: squeals:: BUNNY! :: glomps:: ^__________^

>< No! I'm a Slytherin! ;-; A nice one.

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You are "Violence Fetish" by Disturbed.
You work for and with murderers, and enjoy what
you do. You're out for blood now that you've
been given a cause, and you'll continue to kill
for it until the last offenders are gone.
You're dedicated and sadistic.



Which song representing Lucius Malfoy are you? ( Harry Potter based quiz)
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o.o See? Slytherin. o.o Not that bad though. ^^;; Abit sadistic actually... ^.^ Whee~ Disturbed! I luff that band.

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you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.



which happy bunny are you?
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^^;; I do not enjoy putting others down. I just like annoying them to the point where I risk physical injury. o.o That's a joke, btw.

I made one of those memes for the hell of it. It's kinda stupid but feel free to check it out.

Your Inner Bat by Boti
Name
Favorite color	BlueRedGreenGreyBlackWhiteOrangeOther
Hair	Brown and short
Favorite food	Horses
Chances you'll get caught sucking someone's blood:: 41%
Will you do it again?	Yes
Your bat name:	B. Lind
Quiz created with MemeGen!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Val
02. Valerie
03. Bat

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. VBatch6 [dead]
02. Washu Crab [meh fav, but alas, dead]
03. Mystical Biyotch [^^;; thank goodness it's dead]

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. O.o
02. I
03. dunno

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. -.- Meh weight,
02. definitely
03. meh weight.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. Puerto Rican
02. Italian
03. EVIL! ::falls over laughing::

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. The abundance of stupid things on tv
02. The abundance of stupid ppl on the streets
03. Math! Like trig.

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. My sisters
02. Snobby ppl
03. Roaches... o.O;

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. Spiders
02. Spiders
03. SPIDERS! ::twitches::

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Drawing book and pencil
02. My dragon pendant-thing [well, I never take it off, unless I'm showering ^^;;]
03. Socks! >.>

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. Meh favorite wool-type hat
02. Jeans... still. ^^;; I'll change them when I get offline.
03. Panties! XD

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. ;-;
02. I don't have a desk,
03. the 'puter's on the kitchen table.

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. Wha!?
02. STOP!
03. Goddammit...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
01. Disturbed [Honestly, they're always my number 1 favorite]
02. A Perfect Circle
03. AFI

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
01. "Vertigo" = U2
02. "Getting Away with Murder" = Papa Roach
03. "So Cold" = Breaking Benjamin

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. Baby sister, Maria -.-;;;;;;;;
02. Brother, Chris
03. No one. -.- I need a life. Seriously.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. They're funny
02. They're supportive
03. They're caring

THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
01. Gossip arose
02. Wasn't in love with them
03. Got really annoyed

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. Loyalty [like, no cheating]
02. Honesty [if you got that, you got it all]
03. Fun!

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. o.O; How about I just list 3 things that appeal to me in both sexes?: 1. Humor
02. Personality
03. O.o And glasses are like a huge plus. o.O; I got a thing for ppl with glasses. ^^;;

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Ride a bike ;-;
02. Drive a car ;-; ;-;
03. Escape home ;-; ;-; ;-;

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. Writing and drawing
02. :3 Putting things together!
03. Video games! ::hugs her xbox and ps1::

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. Beth
02. Beth
03. And another tissue. >< I got a slight cold. ^^;;;

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. Child psychologist
02. Teacher
03. Writer and/or Manga-ka [Aren't dreams pretty?]

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Puerto Rico ^^;; I've never been there
02. Italy
03. Australia o.O I wanna see dingos!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. Help as many ppl as possible through meh work or such.
02. Adopt a child [Not that I don't want meh own, but I see no harm in having an adopted child as well]
03. Become famous. ^^;;

Today Faith came over to meh house. >< She made me watch the Grudge again just so she could see for herself that it SUCKS ASS! ^^;; Heh, anyway, we watched the Incredibles then Saw. ::giggles:: XD She kept jumping! I don't think I've ever seen her that freaked. O.o Then again, can't say when the last time I watched a horror movie with her was. Well a good scary one... ^.^ Either way, it was fun to see her all freaked out. She jumped and I laughed. ^^;; It was like we watching 2 different movies.

^_^ I had a good day with Faith. v.v;;; Goodness knows the only time I have a good time is when I'm hanging out with her. <.< >.> I'm trying to kidnap her in about 2 weeks so we can go job hunting. Yeah, job hunting. In the West side. Near those porn shops. Yes, that's where I shall drag her... ^^;; I mean look around near there since there's so many other stores we could work at [it would just be a nice bonus if one of those jobs was in walking distance of some naughty place].

Wheeee~ I'm all loopy now! ::bounces around:: I should write! Things! Haha! ^^;;; Or just calm down. o__o Or go read some more hilarious webcomics!

Webcomics + Val = Insanely weird and kinda hyper Val XD

You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a
sense for the different and challenging, Walt
Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme
is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick
to write something that the rest of the world
doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate
yourself from the average joe. An author with a
true sense of self, you have confidence in your
abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO
YOU!


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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^.^ Woohoo!
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YOU ARE ... INNOCENT SCHOOLGIRL! (Kareshi Kanojo No
Jijou)


What Kind of Anime Character Are You?
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o.o;;; Hard to tell whether this is good...

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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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^_^

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You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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What's your Final Fantasy VIII yaoi pairing?
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A little scary... XD But I had to put this one for kicks.

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Loyal. You are a completely devoted lover. You
never waver and are always there as a constant
companion and even though you're lovers, you're
also probably your partner's greatest friend. A
shoulder to cry on, laugh on, and maybe even
ponder on, you're a truly wonderful person. You
will always be successful in your love-life!


What kind of lover are you? (for girls)
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Newbie. Your guardian angel would be a newbie
angel. A new addition to heaven, the newbie
angel was assigned to you so that he or she
could get a feel for what it's like to be a
guardian angel. This means that you're above
average on the Nice-scale and below average on
the naughty-scale. Keep up those ratings on
those 2 scales, and you should be fine!


Who is your guardian angel?
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o.O That explains alot actually...

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You're a Yuri fangirl.


Are you a yaoi fangirl?
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^.^ Hehe...

L A Y E R O N E

-- Name: Valerie (Bat)
-- Birthdate: 7/1/86
-- Birthplace: A hospital in Manhattan o.O I believe.
-- Current Location: New York
-- Eye Colour: Dark brown
-- Hair Colour: Dark brown o.O;
-- Height: 5'6.5" O.o I'm fairly certain. Might be 5'7".
-- Righty Or Lefty: Righty, but I can write with my left hand a little

L A Y E R T W O
-- Your Heritage: Part Italian but mostly Puerto Rican. XD Puertotalian!
-- The Shoes You Wore Today: Meh slip-on sneakers
-- Your Weakness: Erm...
-- Your Fears: Spiders! ::cringe::
-- Your Perfect Pizza: Vegetarian pizza with extra cheese and no olives
-- Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: >< Getting a scanner! o.O And seeing Beth. ::sighs::

L A Y E R T H R E E
-- Your Most Overused Phrase On MSN: o.O I dun use MSN
-- Your Thoughts First Waking Up: ::growl:: and 'Urgh'.
-- Your Best Physical Feature: ::flips the bird:: XD
-- Your Bedtime: Anytime after midnight
-- Your Most Missed Memory: Too many to pick out one.

L A Y E R F O U R
-- Pepsi Or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's Or Burger King: McDonald's
-- Single Or Group Dates: Depends on who the other couple is
-- Adidas Or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea Or Nestea: Neither. -.- We mostly settle for Te Bustelo
-- Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino Or Coffee: Neither

L A Y E R F I V E: Do You...
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: Yes, but not often
-- Sing: Yes, but not in public... Anymore.
-- Take A Shower Everyday: Almost... ^^;;;
-- Have A Crush(es): Yes! ^__^
-- Do You Think You've Been In Love: Yep yep
-- Want To Go To College: Yes
-- Like High School: Well, I liked some of it
-- Want To Get Married: Dunno
-- Believe In Yourself: Yes
-- Get Motion Sickness: x.x Only when I sit in the back of a car without an open window
-- Think You're Attractive: No
-- Think You're A Health Freak: Absolutely not
-- Get Along With Your Parents: Mom = yes | Dad = Dun live with and dun care
-- Like Thunderstorms: Sometimes
-- Play An Instrument: I can play the piano a little

L A Y E R S I X: In The Past Month...
-- Drank Alcohol: No
-- Smoked: No
-- Done A Drug: No
-- Had Sex: No
-- Made Out: No
-- Gone On A Date: No
-- Gone To The Mall?: No
-- Eaten An Entire Box Of Oreos: No
-- Eaten Sushi: No
-- Been On Stage: No
-- Been Dumped: No
-- Gone Skating: No
-- Made Homemade Cookies: No
-- Gone Skinny Dipping: No
-- Dyed Your Hair: No
-- Stolen Anything: No... >< I haven't done a damn thing this last month!

L A Y E R S E V E N: Ever...
-- Been Trashed Or Extremely Intoxicated: Nope
-- Been Caught "Doing Something": Well, some guy watched my ex and me kissing back when I was dating her... o.o;;;;
-- Been Called A Tease: Yes
-- Gotten Beaten Up: No
-- Shoplifted: Yes
-- Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Well when I was younger, I made an attempt to be 'ghetto'. x.x I don't want to think about it.

L A Y E R E I G H T:
-- Age You Hope To Be Married: Dunno
-- Numbers And Names Of Children: 2; Luz and Christian
-- Describe Your Dream Wedding: Dunno, never thought about it
-- How Do You Want To Die: In a non painful way
-- What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: Psychologist
-- What Country Would You Most Like To Visit: Any

L A Y E R N I N E: In A Guy/Girl...
-- Best Eye Colour? Doesn't matter
-- Best Hair Colour? Doesn't matter
-- Short Or Long Hair: Doesn't matter
-- Height: Doesn't matter... really...
-- Best Weight: Doesn't matter
-- Best Articles Of Clothing: Doesn't matter
-- Best First Date Location: Doesn't matter
-- Best First Kiss Location: Doesn't matter

L A Y E R T E N
-- Number Of Drugs Taken Illegally: 0
-- Number Of People I Could Trust With My Life: 2
-- Number Of CDs That I Own: 50ish, give or take
-- Number Of Piercings: 2 (1 in each ear)
-- Number Of Tattoos: 0
-- Number Of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper?: 0 v.v;
-- Number Of Scars On My Body: 9, or so, and counting ><;;
-- Number Of Things In My Past That I Regret: Nothing off the top of my mine.... Well I can think of 1, but that's it.

Passing by for the moment. I've been meaning to show this site to Beth for awhile now. The site's like a message board / role playing / really cool place that let's you have your own character! It's really cool. Whether you like anime or not, it's still a cool place to go hang out. ::nods:: ^.^ It's addicting. >.> <.< And if you sign up, would you be so kind as to put Boti where it says 'Referred by'? ^_^ Thankies.

o.O I'm not entirely sure as to when I decided to use my LJ for recommending fanfiction, but that's basically all I've been doing, right? Ah well, I found some Hellsing fanfiction someone out there might enjoy. One's a yuri and one is, of all surprising things, a het fic. There really is much sex going on in the latter, just some fingering. ^^;;

Hellsing Yuri:

F^3 Hellsing [NC17] = http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_st.php/45255 |This link should take you to the main page of the fic. There's 3 chapters in this fic. Pairing: Integra x Seras

Hellsing Het:

Midnight Masquerade [NC17] = http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_ch.php/74819/241635#fic_c |A Alucard x Integra fic. Mostly about Alucard's attempts to sleep with his master. XD

<.< I'll add some more stuff tomorrow, unless anyone wants me to stop recommending fics? o.O